My Delusions – FANZA Doujin

Editorial Review

This is a workplace fantasy visual novel that centers on the protagonist’s sexual ideation around an older, heavyset coworker—a subgenre that has gained modest traction in Japanese doujin spaces as a counterpoint to the industry’s conventional beauty standards, though rarely with this degree of narrative specificity around workplace dynamics and predatory framing.

What distinguishes *My Delusions* is its commitment to the internal monologue of desire mixed with rationalization. Rather than presenting the fantasy as consequence-free or morally neutral, the synopsis explicitly foregrounds the protagonist’s cognitive distortions: the assumption that Yamada is “available” because she doesn’t meet conventional attractiveness standards, the speculation about her marriage, the fantasy of intoxication as a means to compliance. This creates a deliberately uncomfortable psychological space that many contemporary adult games deliberately avoid. The uniform tag paired with the age and body-type specificity suggests a carefully constructed office scenario rather than generic titillation. The sexual content tags—throat fucking, creampie, swallowing—indicate a physically explicit direction, but the framing prioritizes the protagonist’s delusional thought patterns over mechanical scene-building.

The work will most resonate with readers who find psychological realism in adult narratives compelling, particularly those interested in exploring how desire operates when filtered through social resentment, desperation, and self-aware fantasy. It’s unlikely to appeal to players seeking straightforward wish-fulfillment or sanitized romantic scenarios.

*My Delusions* succeeds as a character study disguised as erotic content—it doesn’t shy away from depicting its protagonist’s unsavory psychology, which makes it genuinely risky in ways most doujin work isn’t.