Even with a kind boyfriend, I crave rough treatment from a scumbag

Synopsis

Not everyone wants to be treated gently.

Being treated roughly is just right for me.

Marriage age… that’s what society says.

My friends are getting married one by one…

I guess I need to settle down too…

I’ve only dated losers until now.

I’ve been played with and had a rough time.

I felt a sense of emptiness somewhere.

For the first time in my life, I met a ‘normal boyfriend’—kind, serious, and devoted.

The stable boyfriend I’d always wanted… or so I thought.

But when I actually dated a normal man,

there was no excitement… I felt unfulfilled…

I couldn’t feel comfortable…

I couldn’t be myself…

But I desperately tried to convince myself this was fine.

But it was impossible.

My cheating scumbag ex called me out,

and even though I could have refused, I went.

Maybe I was hoping somewhere deep down to be held by him.

His only interest was my body… I know it, but I can’t refuse…

No, this is wrong, stop… Despite my words, I’m a woman who gets excited.

His older brother was also a natural playboy, experienced with women.

While his younger brother slept beside us, he made a move on me.

Brothers, yet so different in personality and how they treat women…

I found myself intoxicated by the risky situation of not getting caught.

In the end, after my affair with the older brother was exposed and we broke up,

I also got involved with my lecherous coworker at the company who kept pursuing me.

Getting secretly forced to do fellatio at a bar,

Having a threesome in the office late at night…

Being treated like an object, like a sex toy, rough and carelessly—

that’s exactly what suits me.